ramblings

Alright, it's been a while since I've posted much of anything. Haven't really been keeping up with posting dreams, there seems to be little more then fragments. Some of them interesting, had one the other night where ButterRum, my cat, was out introducing me to people....and last night there where bits around moving my bookself, and letting someone borrow my copy of Tao of Pooh.....decided to reread the book, it's definately a favorite. Well, life has been life. Good company and conversation, financial struggles, good music, books to read, movies to see, the usual I guess, hard to just say 'the usual' because I'm not sure if any of this is or will be typical of my life. There are frustrations and joy, things forgotten and things remembered. Still find that one of the things I appreciate good company and good conversation...which can be found often when not expected. There is certianly a struggle to articulate some of the ideas that rattle in by brain, many of them revolving around themes that are personal, cultural, social, perhaps even spiritual. I appreciate when I have a conversation where someone changes my mind, when ideas that seemed so abstract but familiar are presented back to me. I also appreciate friends that will allow me to ramble about something I've been thinking about, often time the ideas aren't fully formed until I speak them. And perhaps I struggle with ideas and ideals that lack much practical value or application in every day life. Trying to stay the line of self involved, which I am, and self indulgent. And what of the future, I work, read, listen to music, interact and try to stay engaged in my own life, all in the hope that at some point it will click, I won't feel so much like it's a struggle, not that it won't be and there is certianly more to be done that will be work. So, recently I've been giving a few recommendations, suggestions, that I should make an attempt at theatre, audition for a play, that might be fun. I have a few goals for this fall and winter, basicly to get a budget, sell/get rid of excess stuff, get a few books finished, and take a class something physical would be good, perhaps a martial art.