Rebirth

There are likely so many words I could use to describe the thoughts and feeling I've experienced in the last week, but I'm too exhausted to list a fraction of them so I won't make the attempt. I am like a newborn, weak and dependent. I am lost and not alone. Where I find myself is gracefully in a state that is ungrounded, and yet I have the capacity to navigate. That capacity is something I've been building, the ability to function is a state of humble, open, vunerable, sometimes frightened, but as genuine and without ego as possible; inertia. I know what has to be done, so I let myself to it, with out much thought or consideration. There are only consequences if I fail to do what needs to be done, so that's what I must do. I will not list my accomplishments, but I will say that at the root of the work is a grasping to become what I value, find joy in the truth of who I am, and also a desire to find stable ground. And that last might not be something that I ever find. I may have to be tossed by the necessity of the moment, but if I do with from the right framework, with sincerity and compassion, the I will find a place among the fellow humans I'm meeting and have yet to meet. I am profoundly greatful to all whom have extended me their aide, friendship, trust, and respect. My only drive is to be as worthy and capable as all whom have done some believe me to be. Thankfully I share their faith, I recognize any fear and doubt withing myself as being transitory, because it all is. And I'm ready to rock this and claim my kingdom, join my tribe, and love every minute I get.