dreams

Decided that I could not possibly drink alcohol last night, I bought a bottle of merlot, and some breakfast stuffs from the store, came home did some dishes made a grilled cheese sandwhich and went to bed around 11...well I woke up at 4 or after 2 very vivid dream....one dream was more visual and I remember the images where a piece of paper being filled in like a black at white graphic novel, the story was about a girl growing up and the boxes filled where filled box by box, until it ended...the next dream my vision was blurred and I was in a room surrounded by people talking to and about me...they where going to do something to me for me...or I had some task...that involved possibly death, and certianly I was to be rend apart...mentally perhaps....there was speak of two parts that where disconnected and had to be seperated and brought back together....the faces I saw looked like to possibly, I guess at this, to be pre-colonial European...several had curls in their hair...and the impression I have now is that I may have been in a tavern or pub...

After waking around 4 I did not sleep for hours afterwards..move up drank some water and lay back down and entered a meditative breathing and streched...shifting position quite frequently...must have fell back to sleep cause I felt quite rested when I woke up sometime between 7 and 8 this morning.